New Everything

So as most of you know there has been a lot of changes in my life these past few months. I have moved out of Cedar City and am currently living with my wonderful grandparents who always have the nicest things to say to me. They have truly given me the support and love I have greatly been in need of.
I also went through a hard yet needed break up and even though it is hard to admit (even to myself at times) I still feel a little lonely once in a while and have to fight the urge to call long distance to Nicaragua. The lessons I learned are priceless and the friends that I have made with this experience I hope will never end.
I have also re-dedicated myself to find a new job where I feel like I am appreciated and not walked all over. It is time to move on and use the education that I worked so hard to get.
So that is what I have done... drum roll please....
YES I have found a new job and once again I will be moving ( 4th time in one year; I'm starting to think it is turning into a hobby) to Tooele. I'm not exactly sure were in Tooele I will be moving but the adventure and the stress of finding a new place to live, finish up work, move, and take the GRE for grad school just might kill me and if it doesn't it will only make me stronger. So Like the title says I'm starting new with NEW EVERYTHING.
I realized today that it is a bitter sweet moment and if I think about it to much I find a lump forming in my throat and my eyes filling with liquid. It has been an amazing 3 years in Southern Utah and I have some great memories ( that is have not had time to blog about ) that I will always cherish. For now it is of for new adventures and on to new challenges.

"Grave Thoughts"

So it is 5am, usually this is the time I am getting up to get ready for work. But for today I have not even gone to bed. I have have been up since 10am and I am still going strong. I am working a grave yard shift tonight, I thought I would hate it but I have greatly enjoyed the time I have had to think and get caught up on somethings I would not have had the time to do other wise. With only an hour left and not much else I can do I thought I would pass the time by up dating my blog. So here it goes--
For the last week I have been working non-stop. I have put in doubles almost every day and at times got a little sleep(which we all know is never good, I have also got upset at how things at work have been. While sitting here I really have reflected on that and I think it is time to move on. This matter has been weighing on my mind a lot lately and last week it really surfaced. I find my self being harsh and at times really mean to the people I care about the most. To those of you that I have hurt by my harshness and my stinging attitude I am so sorry. I have never been like this and I don't like what I have become. In the attempt to fix the broken me I have been searching for a new job, which is not going as well as planned. some things are finally falling into place though. Cedar City is keeping me at a stand still. I can not move up in my job, I have no way of getting more education, and many of my good friends have moved on to bigger and better city's in hopes to find them selves as well. So it is about time I follow suit.