Patients

SO i have been thinking a lot lately mostly about life and how it can be so wonderful at one point and you don't think it can get any better and then at the next it can be turned upside down and you don't know where you are or where to go next. Well that is how the last few months of my life have been like. In my last post I said that I have started new with everything... in fact I was even in a new wonderful relationship that to me and I think to him seemed like it was going in the right direction. I have a great job that has really been a great blessing to me and amazing co-workers that are so supportive and helpful in all situations. I could not have asked for anything more. I could not help but smile all the time cause I had finally found my confidence again and was ready to take on the world. BUT things change and like the saying of old "This to shall pass" things change . I am sill loving my job and it is still a wonderful experience. But the relationship is now over and I find my self wondering why? I miss the talks the interaction and the company of those that I met and became close to during the 2 months of a great relationship. But the Lord has a plan and I will be patient with myself and those around me and wait for the Lords timing for things to be right. I feel like have have this opportunity to really be sure and rely on the Lord and see his hand in my life. I know things will work out for my good. PATIENTS is all the answer that I get and I guess that it will always be that way.

New Everything

So as most of you know there has been a lot of changes in my life these past few months. I have moved out of Cedar City and am currently living with my wonderful grandparents who always have the nicest things to say to me. They have truly given me the support and love I have greatly been in need of.
I also went through a hard yet needed break up and even though it is hard to admit (even to myself at times) I still feel a little lonely once in a while and have to fight the urge to call long distance to Nicaragua. The lessons I learned are priceless and the friends that I have made with this experience I hope will never end.
I have also re-dedicated myself to find a new job where I feel like I am appreciated and not walked all over. It is time to move on and use the education that I worked so hard to get.
So that is what I have done... drum roll please....
YES I have found a new job and once again I will be moving ( 4th time in one year; I'm starting to think it is turning into a hobby) to Tooele. I'm not exactly sure were in Tooele I will be moving but the adventure and the stress of finding a new place to live, finish up work, move, and take the GRE for grad school just might kill me and if it doesn't it will only make me stronger. So Like the title says I'm starting new with NEW EVERYTHING.
I realized today that it is a bitter sweet moment and if I think about it to much I find a lump forming in my throat and my eyes filling with liquid. It has been an amazing 3 years in Southern Utah and I have some great memories ( that is have not had time to blog about ) that I will always cherish. For now it is of for new adventures and on to new challenges.